Whoa There, Nelly! How Do I Handle This?

I'm struggling with a deep sense of negative emotion as I try to clarify my dream. I realize -- finally -- it feels less than half a dream to me, as I have such a desire in its own dream for a man and for me to create my dream without his input seems to …

Multitalented Fiona Apple Shares Great Attitude Toward Death

I'm often surprised, when I look back, how I got some of the places I did and where they led.  An attitude toward death would not have been anticipated when I arose this morning.  I dance with the idea, myself.  I think most of us do. Nonetheless, I'm at least a little surprised to be …

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Kar-en 2ft. from GOLD

I am aware I carry a lot of free floating, untargeted, unpretty anger.  I’m pretty much flummoxed, though, why I am so over reactive to this little (small, small, yet notas small as my own paternal grandmother — in her time) person, now so aged.

 

I can begin with, I suppose, that she raised, and heavily influenced the man I married, expecting it to last forever.  I’m talking, of course the man who fathered my children.  He’s also the man who asked me, after I’d lost fourteen pounds on a twenty eight day survival trip wherein I’d walked the Grand Staircase Escalante Monument, (well, a goodly portion of it, or so it seemed), eaten off the land (yeah, guess what that yielded in October) and 10 cups of (gotta make sure you don’t die out there) survival food we could pack on that long trek — one cup…

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60,500 Reasons to Become Remarkable

Regarding being remarkable, I would have no way of really knowing if you make some of the same mistakes I do; but I am going to have to go with the idea you might.  You may already be remarkable.  If you are more like me, however, you could discover you merely take it for granted that you must be. My …

Hi, Folks, this is for anyone who came from my Facebook page

I really hate how I keep disappearing out of my own life. This year has been the most unusual ever. I've been diagnosed bipolar 25 years. Just when I think I've got the hang of it, there's some new slant. The one (and just about only) thing I've managed over the last six months is …